| Let me tell you a story. Once upon a time, there was a girl whom was always told she was never good enough. When she was little, classmates made fun of her, so did her sisters and father. SHe would cry, which would only encourage and feed their sadistic needs. The girl had friends, and some really good ones, ones that stuck by her. Unfortunately, those friends left, and she found herself alone again. One day, she saw a manga book. She was amazed by the art style, and tried to draw it. Of course, it wasn't a master peice, and her classmates were much better at it then her. Yet she didn't give up. She was passionate about this. Once again, people tried to bring her down. But she stook to it, almost like she had found her meaning of her life. Anyways, this girl grew up, still drawing. She grew more doubts in herself though. People continued to point out her flaws, up to the point were she couldn't accpet a compliment anymore. She was constantly showed through actions and words taht she wasn't enough. She wasn't nice enough, creative enough, smart enough, pretty enough, funny enough... Just not enough. Being born with so little, she wanted to end her pain, she threatened once, and she decided to actaully do it this time. Then, right before the deed was about to be done, somethinf hit her. Right now, people are fighting to see tomorrow. she reminded herself. She took a deep breath. Still alive. She felt her heart. It was beating fine. Her life, even if she wasn't born enough, was a gift none the less. She didn't want to slap someone in the face who gave her this life. So what if she isnt pretty nice creative smart or funny? She was given a life. There must be something she could do with it. It was still a big burdern to cary. Her father told her how rude, immature, and disrespectful she was. Her friends started not to care anymore, almost sick of the girl. So they made new friends, and grew apart. Her friends didn't care enough, even the ones she use to go to. She felt bad for burderning them....like it helped her or them anyways. She could talk about all the people who had done her wrong. but it wouldn't change the scars so deep in her heart. This girl, like I mentioned, was an artist. She joined a site online, deviantart, where she had met a lot of new peole. Everyone was so kind. Especailly one day, where she stumbled online, trying to espcape a bit of her reality. She check her messages.... So many comments, so many  's! SO many people cared!(Not to brag!>> )It filled her with so much joy.Like I said, this girl was not born with enough. She never wanted compliments though. She never needed to be told how pretty talented nice or whatever she was.... She just wanted one thing she never truely got : respect. but now she had it, atleast in some form. That...... that was.....amazing. If you haven't guessed it yet.... that girl... is me. and I just want to take this time... to tell you guys... how much you truely mean to me. You mean so much to me, you truely are some of the kindest people I have ever met. Your comments...Your 's.....your Veiws! They mean so much to me.Thank you so very much. You just about save my life everytime I log on. Thank you so very much!!!!!   |
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So remember children, never smoke or drink unless you want your kids to sucked into the crappy-ness of the new disneychannel. -~MasterHearts
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Avvie from Ultra Maniac Volume 3, rights reserved to the original artist.
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I'm America of MLK's Hetalia Squad~! HEROOO~!
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98% of dA isn't SPARTA
If you're part of the 2 percent that is, then put this in your sig. FOR TONIGHT WE DINE IN HELL.
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I was always bit of a NinaxHroki fan, since I first saw them together.xD
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So remember children, never smoke or drink unless you want your kids to sucked into the crappy-ness of the new disneychannel. -~MasterHearts
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Avvie from Ultra Maniac Volume 3, rights reserved to the original artist.
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I'm America of MLK's Hetalia Squad~! HEROOO~!
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98% of dA isn't SPARTA
If you're part of the 2 percent that is, then put this in your sig. FOR TONIGHT WE DINE IN HELL.
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